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Excerpt:
After
so much stress and the lengthy ride, Theirran helped me into the tent for the
evening. I could not have made it on my own. My breathing was ragged and my
eyes were deep purple, spinning in crazy circles from excess power and deep
internal shock. Leaning against Theirran I muttered under my breath as we
walked, but he could barely make out what I was saying.
“What
did you say, Viv?” Theirran leaned down to get in better listening position.
“I
don’t think I can do this, Theirran. What can I possibly do to stop Sionn? I’m
no warrior. And I don’t even know what the true danger from Sauk is going to
be. Will he want to fight with weapons or with elemental energy? To top
everything off, my own uncle is the worst traitor of them all, active in
working with my enemies against his own blood. I think my grandfather made a
big mistake in trusting me. I don’t feel ready to handle all this.”
Theirran
grabbed my shoulders, sweeping me up into his arms as my legs suddenly gave
out. Inside, he pulled down the covers on the cot and laid my carcass upon the
bed. After removing my riding boots, he then unbuckled the leather cuirass,
sliding the pieces off and onto the floor. Left in only a silk undershirt,
woolen linens and corset I began to shiver from the ever-present cold, which
seeped into the tent like a vine worming its way inside to find the scant
warmth body heat provided. He found a warm wool shirt of his own that would
reach well down my legs. Once it was over my head, he sat down on the floor
beside the cot, his face closed off to me. I curled into a small ball, waiting
for the pain to dull, but it didn’t.
“Why
are you doing this?” I asked, stress ringing loud as a klaxon through every
nerve.
Seeing
the confusion in my eyes he hurried on before nerve would fail or I shut him
down. “Ever since I began training you there has been something growing inside
me, feelings unlike any I’ve ever had for a woman. Now, an accident crueler
than fate has thrown us together. My feelings for you grow deeper, more intense
and more irresponsible with every day that passes.” He twisted his mouth into a
bitter smile but there was no smile inside his eyes. Those were full of
repressed pain. “I would never be so bold, under normal circumstances, to say
anything about those feelings to you. I love my baby brother too much, but I
cannot just take and lock them away. I need you to know this—I would rather cut
off my own arm than to see you hurt or in danger. So I’ve made the only
decision I can live with under the circumstances. Since I cannot be the one you
love, I will be your Protector until Devon returns. Then I will tell him of my
shame and let him decide my punishment.”
My
brain was working on five different dimensions so I was having a hard time
focusing on what he was saying. Why would Devon punish Theirran for having
feelings? That wasn’t like Devon. The bond between these brothers was strong,
not easily broken. But I was aware of being flattered. If my heart had not been
sealed tight with pain, I would have been in Theirran’s arms in the blink of an
eye. He appealed to me in a different way than Devon, a little taller, a little
older and a little more dangerous. What wasn’t to love? Knowing that weakness
was also within me kept my emotions from controlling my body.
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